Turning 23 has been an experience. I spent my birthday having surgery and these subsequent days "healing". I want to leave behind all the pain of previous years and fully heal from this experience of turning 23. It is such an awkward year because your dreams, goals, marriage, and children are just within reach. I am letting go of the drama of the things that I thought I wanted and waiting for God's best. The man made for me is waiting and there will be no confusion as to how he feels or his ability to love me. And so, I wait.
